Do you know how it feels?

tears trickling down
invisible to your heart

falling to the ground
seeping through the core
no life it will create
they are dead
like my soul

bittersweet taste in my mouth
I try to spit it out
the state of mind
distorted...dissolving...diminishing
am I finally waking up?
or am I fading?

do you know how it feels?
to abandon your hope
to walk away, broken
no footprints
just memories
and echoes of pain.